wish it happened in real life *_*

I had a dream of one of my idol ! It pretty much made my day :D hahah .

Her name is Sarah Geronimo , a filipino singer , actress , endorser . I love her ! She was like one of my Idol  like ever ! :D

I got this on her site so credits to that :)

I had a dream about her :D

I dreamt that she was in my school and that I had a group project with her :D !

Unfortunately , I didn`t talk to her much in my dreams and even if in real life , I wouldn`t be able to talk to her since I would probably in an awe :)

No one seems to know her though , but anyway , we presented our project .

After that , she sang or something and sat beside me and my mommy , she talked to me but I forgot about what :( and then she took her high heels off of her feet and wore flats or shoes or whatever .

We started talking more :D but then the phone rang and I woke up :((

And it was pretty weird because she`s like 22 now and i`m just 14 ahha . Not only that but I don`t live in the Philippines anymore :( , I live in Canada . hehehe .

Hahaha , I know that was a pretty poor way to describe my dream because it`s like cut and stuff , but hey I can`t help it . That`s what I remember ..

And yes , I am a filipina :)

Hehehe .. I`m watching her right now on this show called ASAPxv in TFC ^^

I think she`s really pretty and talented . I envy her , not because she`s talented and pretty and popular , nopee , I envy her family . She has 3 siblings ; 2 siblings and a brother , and a loving parents . I envy her family because of their closeness :')

i feel special .

I asked my mum that I wanted to eat egg and rice for my brunch since I woke up at like 11:59 .

But then she was like "your father`s eating the rice" and the rice was pretty full , he can`t even finish all of that .

So instead of having rice , I had a sandwich (cheese , egg , mayo , and ketchup) .

I`m not mad , maybe a tad upset . But -sigh- I have no choice . So I just ate the sandwich and he didn`t even finish his rice ! :( Oh well ....

first week of high school

It`s been three days of school and it feels like it`s been a month :(

On the Gr.10 Orientation , I thought it would be like in gr.7 were there was an activity and you get to know about people and stuff , but no , I guess it`s different in St. FX .
I thought the priest was pretty cool (Father Catfish <-- nickname or what kids usually call him) he has a dog that he always bring hhaha , cute dog :)

Friends?
Well , for 3 days , I didn`t make any friends .. I mean , who could make friends with everyone just being with their own clique of friends and don`t even bother to socialize ?? I`m not the only one who`s having a hard time making a friend in class , a friend from Junior High is too .. I mean , lunch I have no problem with because I hang out with the people from my junior high , it`s just the classes I`m in because I don`t have any classes with them . And I feel such a loner ! It sucks so much !
Math is not that much of a problem because a guy behind me named Chris , talks to me so I`m not really a loner , and another friend from my junior high named Maya is there , but we`re not sitting close together .

There`s this girl named Bella , and I would like to be her friend or at least partner for group work or whatever , but I`m just too scared and it looks like we don`t even have anything in common :(

Bright Bowl !
There was a football game today , Rams (us) vs. Rebels (a public school close to my school) , and wow ! I am jealous of the opponents team . The score was like 41-0 ! We didn`t even get a point ! How sad is that ?? And they also have a cheerleaders , drumline , and mascot ! We don`t ! We only have a mascot , who by the way was late , and I think it was a girl too inside it haha . But it`s ok , I guess . There`ll be other games .. And the juniors will be playing on Tuesday after the long weekend ..

Clubs
One club I would like to try out was the Student Union or the S.U. but I asked a gr.11 friend and they said that you have to know the school well , and they don`t really enter gr.10`s anymore or something like that so I guess that`s a no-no now ..
Another club was the cheer since my guy friend said that I should try it .. but I don`t know , but now I keep thinking about it , and maybe right ?

Gym
Hahaha ! Gym , gym is so .. interesting ? Our gym teacher , while giving our lockers , also gave us mini deodorant and .. tampons ! Tampons ! I don`t even use tampons nor do I know how to put one on ! But for like 4 or 5 classes of gym we`re going to be swimming and wether we have our menstruation or not we still have to be in the pool . Which I am praying that I don`t ! Because I will cry if I do ..

Last but not least !
OMG OMG ! In my school , if you`re taking a language (Mandarin , Spanish , French , or Italian) you can go to Spain/Morocco (that`s the place they chose this year) ! It is amazing ! And I`m happy that I`m taking French :) because then I can go to Spain/Morocco ! It will cost like $3300 but I bet it`ll be worth it ! So I am so going to meeting on the 9th :P

I think that this is a pretty long blog ahahha .
I`ve gotten the colds from my mum and it sucks because I have to blow nose a lot and I get a lot of headaches :(
I think I should be sleeping right now too hehehe . Needs some rest right ?
But since it`s the long weekend , we can have exceptions right ? Just for once ? :D

gr.1o ?

So , tomorrow is my gr. 10 orientation and I am so scared :(
I don`t really know anyone , I mean I know some people who went to my Junior High but not anyone close .. All my close friends are going to a different high school and they are all together . I`m envying that , and I wish that I actually got accepted , but it`s ok . Because after this year ,, I am gonna try to go to the high school with them :)

Well . I just really hope I make a friend tomorrow or else I wold probably be a loner and I would die for 10 months )':

Blackberry 9700

Yesterday , I got a new cellphone :)
A blackberry 9700 . So now , my old phone (Blackberry 8900) would go to my mum`s since she needs a new phone .

I don`t exactly know if I like it or I like my old phone ? But I think I like my old one better , because it`s just .. I don`t know .
It isn`t really working , so I guess I have to call the service thing .

Starting to blog :)

Hi bloggers :)

I made an account so I can blog .. because sometimes I can`t say what I feel inside and I just keep them there and I don`t really like that , so I might as well start to blog :P

Umm .. if anyone will actually read my blogs ... well .. uhh , haha I don`t know :P I don`t really expect anyone to read any of blogs hehe ..

I don`t know what else to say haha . So I guess I`ll stop here :)